For future reference: this is probably going to be a pointless blog posting, so it probably isn't in your best interests to read this if you're looking for something more serious.
Let's start off with school.
First, we had the second part to the two day assembly about drunk driving. I feel terrible saying this, but sadly, both days, my friends and I basically kinda fucked around during both assemblies and didn't take them as seriously as we should have. Then again, my friends and I aren't stupid enough to drink and drive; there's a reason for appointing a Designated Driver in the first place, you know?! Or, another idea, don't even drink AT ALL before prom or after prom UNTIL you get to the after party. Hahaha. I'm terrible.
Second, I'm pretty damned abusive. Today, I punked a friend and pretended like I was gonna step up to him and what not. Sadly, it ended up not being pretend, and I ended up socking that fool in the face. He got butt hurt, blah blah blah, and then we end up stepping up to eachother again. This time, I slapped him in the face. HAHAHAHA. Man, I'm such a bitch.
Now, let's go to my life.
Shit's just as fucked up as my actions. I'm still fucking up in school, and I'm fucking up in relationships too. Just because of that, my self-esteem has been lowered a significant amount. Nonetheless, I'm still going to try to make myself better. Since AP classes are over, now I can finally concentrate on other classes than History and Psych, not that I did all that hardcore anyways. Anyways, cram time. Time to pull myself together before the year's over, which it pretty much is already. Hopefully I'm not too fucked over in school - procrastination sucks.
What a fucked up life.
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