Fun Filled Fridays.

So, this previous Friday was one of the best Fridays I've had in a while. Why you ask? Well, I don't mind explaining at all.

For most of the week, a few friends and I were considering going to San Diego just to bust a mission and what not. Mostly just to kick it and what not. Friday comes along and, in the morning, I talked it over with Chaco. At first, he said that his friends were considering coming up here, which I really did not want them to do - I wanted to get the fuck out of Murrieta. So anyways, we talk it over more, and he says that there's a possibility of wanting to eat Korean BBQ, and I was like =O. So, break comes along and we decide that the majority vote will be Korean BBQ. Fast forward to after school: Chaco can't drive. So, the next alternative - Andy, who was willing to drive as long as he got gas money. Before we left, we went to my house so I could get my shirt I ordered online, got a jacket and picked up Chaco. After all that maddness, we were finally on our way. I swear, it was one of the longest drives I've been on with them in a while. Or at least felt like it. Anyways, we finally got there and we were all starving. In total, we ended up eating about 4 plates of beef, one plate of chicken and pork and a shit load of sides consisting of kimchi, fish, steamed egg, potatoes, mashed potatoes, soup and other stuff; we all ended up being close to a food coma. Anyways, at the end of the meal, we paid out $11 and as we were about to leave, we all realized that the check said it was to pay for 5 - only four people were with us. So we got out $11 back and on our way home, we hit a bunch of traffic. It's okay though, we killed the boredom by singing Bohemian Rhapsody, Okkusenman and other songs. Back home, we were going to "jerk" Chaco's little brother, but he was watching a movie. Instead, we ended up going to Mark's house to watch him and Riel play video games. I ended up falling asleep for a little and asked Mark to take me home at about 11.

Twas a great day.









I wish I had a camera.

Happy SoCal.

Memorial Day weekend; I never would have thought that a three day weekend could be so ... boring.

Friday: After school, I kicked it with a few of the usual boys. Had some lovely french vanilla tea and some Progresso soup made by none other than JP; while waiting for that, I had fun playing with his adorable cat Jello. I was supposed to cut one friend's hair, but he ended up knocking out while we waited and watched youtube videos consisting of all types of ridiculous dancing and DMagic, previously on EKetc - my favorite. The boys and I were supposed to watch the homegirl's powderpuff game, but we assumed that it costed money and being the cheap people that we are, we decided not to go. Instead, we waited for her to come to our friend's house to meet up and go to the mall for some Mongolian Grill noodles. Mm mm mm. Anyways, I ended up driving the homegirl's car to the mall, and on the way there, I tried cutting in front of two cars, but their bitch asses wouldn't let me. I hate people like that: they go slow at first and then when someone tries to cut you off, they speed up. Bitches, I tell ya! Anyways, ate at the mall, "met up" with a friend that I was supposed to kick it with, even though I didn't really feel like it ... and kinda just ... avoided really hanging out with them, as fucked up as that sounds. It was just .. awkward. Oh well. Since we all felt as though being at the mall seeing people that we knew from our school and what not was NOT the business - like me seeing almost ALL of iCON - we decided we'd skidaddle to Jamba Juice. On the way there, my mom decided that it was time I come home and get ready to leave from SF in the morning. Whatever. After Jamba Juice, came home and packed. Pretty much it. Oh, and fell asleep in front of my mac.

Saturday: I pretty much slept for most of the ride up to NorCal as we left the house around 1. Went on a few detours as we needed to pick up my mom's cousin in .. Davis? Not really sure. Whatever. Anyways, we eventually made our way to my uncle's house right on the outskirts of San Francisco next to Daly City. It's like ... right next to SFSU. Funny thing is, my cousin's and sister's house is like, walking distance from both SFSU and uncle's house. Other than that, the rest of the day wasn't all that exciting. I swear, it was cold as a mother, but my sister, cousin and I still ended up walking to the mall next to SFSU to meet up with my sister's best friend Matt. Nothing special, walked around the mall, walked back to the house, and decided to watch movies and order Round House pizza, breadsticks, and wings. Quite delicious. At the end of the night, my sister, cousin and I slept in a furniture-less house. Shit was fucken scary as a mother fucker. o_0

Sunday: Another cold day in SF. Got woken up in the morning to eat breakfast, which consisted of some bomb ass fruit. I swear, I've never eaten a non-sour raspberry in my life, but once I did, it was one of the most delicious things I've ever tasted. Haha. Moving on, got left my uncle's house and went back to the other house to get ready. Ended up going to downtown. Nothing special especially since we were there for only a little while; enough to go to Forever 21. -_- On the upside, my sister, cousin and I got four pretzels from Auntie Ann's because of a deal they had: buy three get one free. It's okay though; I love me some almond pretzels with carmel dip. :D After that, went to this lake for a family picnic. It was still freezing cold, but we had some bomb ass food. I swear, I ate so much that day. -_- Anyways, my other cousin, her boyfriend and nephew came through and we all kicked it. Went back to my uncle's house and we all watched movies. The worst movie to watch with a little boy in the house: Another Gay Movie. Why we watched it, I don't even know. o_0 Quite awkward. Anyways, left around 9 or so, went back to the other house, watched Be Kind Rewind and prepared for Monday's departure.

Monday: Got woken up at 3 in the morning. Said bye to the remaining relatives and departed home. Not sure exactly what time I got home at, but yeah. Took a shower, chilled, etc etc. Brandon<3 came to visit me after a day shopping in LA with the boy Quang - I'm completely jealous. Before they got here, made em some cookies and just kicked it for a little. They left at 820 and I went to eat some salad, spaghetti and garlic bread.

All I got to say is, I missed SoCal.

PS. Happy Birthday Brandon Balmeo Villamayor. [: ily.

PS 2. How sad, I hung out with Matthew Salazar before I hung out with Sefan Salazar even though Stefan and I live in the same city and his brother lives in San Francisco.

PS 3. Jedi Filamor is gay. [:

Fucked Up Fridays.

For future reference: this is probably going to be a pointless blog posting, so it probably isn't in your best interests to read this if you're looking for something more serious.

Let's start off with school.

First, we had the second part to the two day assembly about drunk driving. I feel terrible saying this, but sadly, both days, my friends and I basically kinda fucked around during both assemblies and didn't take them as seriously as we should have. Then again, my friends and I aren't stupid enough to drink and drive; there's a reason for appointing a Designated Driver in the first place, you know?! Or, another idea, don't even drink AT ALL before prom or after prom UNTIL you get to the after party. Hahaha. I'm terrible.

Second, I'm pretty damned abusive. Today, I punked a friend and pretended like I was gonna step up to him and what not. Sadly, it ended up not being pretend, and I ended up socking that fool in the face. He got butt hurt, blah blah blah, and then we end up stepping up to eachother again. This time, I slapped him in the face. HAHAHAHA. Man, I'm such a bitch.

Now, let's go to my life.

Shit's just as fucked up as my actions. I'm still fucking up in school, and I'm fucking up in relationships too. Just because of that, my self-esteem has been lowered a significant amount. Nonetheless, I'm still going to try to make myself better. Since AP classes are over, now I can finally concentrate on other classes than History and Psych, not that I did all that hardcore anyways. Anyways, cram time. Time to pull myself together before the year's over, which it pretty much is already. Hopefully I'm not too fucked over in school - procrastination sucks.

What a fucked up life.

How I'm Feeling.

This is how I've been feeling the past however long. Enjoy my pain with a beautiful serenade.

On a different note, Passion is amazing, &I love him.

Today.

Was one random day.

Today, I think I "hung noose'd" myself like .. 10 times. Hahaha.
Today, I decided to go home early.
Today, I decided that I'd hang out with Chaco &Markee.
Today, I jacked Pokemon Red Rescue Team from Chaco &played it all day.
Today, I went home to pick up Tips and then brought him back to school with me.
Today, Q-Tip McGruff loved me most. <333
Today, I decided to cut my hair.

&That's exactly what I did.

If I'm really in the mood, maybe I'll post pictures of my hair. Hahahaha. Lame.

Dance, School, FML.

So, last Thursday was the LAST school dance showcase of the year. If you missed it, then you missed out on my low-key booty poppin' &some ridiculous jerkin'. Oh, and me embarassing myself in the jerking battle - which I was pulled into (De-LICOUS REPRESENT! HAHAHAH, SIKEEEEEE). Anywaysssss ... if you missed it, here's the video of iCON's performance at Great Oak's Breakdown.



Next topic: school. School sucks. That's basically all I have to say. Hah, just kidding. But yeah, I really wish it was over already. I wish that I could do this whole year over too though. This year was my worst year yet. Makes me wanna just give up on life. I feel like an extreme failure. But, fuck it. I'm not stupid enough to be suicidal and ruin the rest of my life by being a bum anyways. I just need to make sure to pick myself up from the dirt that I've rubbed myself in and get back to the old Kimm. Yup.

So the theme of FML? That shit needs to get out of here. Time to turn a new page Kimm.